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[27 Feb 2004|04:48pm] |
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From now on my Journal is Friends Only.
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| I don't even know what to say... |
[27 Feb 2004|04:35pm] |
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Alright I don't know who the fuck is telling my father's friends shit about me, it's funny how I try to have a journal and express personal shit, and wow. The person told him i'm "smoking pot, drinking, i'm going on tour with the band, I said I don't have a father...(well in some ways I don't)" The BEST one was "Daniel said he's cutting a record deal for a movie" LMFAO WHAT THE FUCK?! I never ever said my band was on a label!!! We were going to do a SONG for an INDEPENDANT MOVIE CALLED INNOCENT VICTIMS!! Whoever you are I love how you tell my father shit about me, even though I don't want to see him anymore, because of the shit he's done and said to me... But i'm sure you knew that, because you read every single one of my journal entries. Thanks for telling him I said "I don't have a father" and trying to start shit. I won't deny I never said that because I did, but I didn't say it meaning he was dead or something I said it because he's not in my life anymore. After today it's officaly done between me and him, and thanks a lot for telling him some shit I would have never told him. But you know what, I don't care anymore because he told my mom to tell me "Have a nice life" and you can tell him I said the same, he can have a nice life as well, say hi to Robert and Julie for me also. Try and do something nice for once instead of making shit worse. I love my "family" on his side also. Thanks Kristina, Your just the fucking greatest for telling him I smoked pot, after I quit. You said i'm crazy? Weren't you the one running away all the time? So I smoke ciggarattes, big fucking deal, so do you... Don't pull that "I love you, it's for your best interest" bullshit, I blocked you and half of the family for a reason... Because I have no family. There's not one fucking person in that "family" that even gave a shit about me, or does for that matter Linda, Bob, Staci, Brian, Roxanne, Joe, Julie and Robert are fine. But with the exception of them I could fucking die tommorow, and not one of you would be there, and i'm glad.
Teenage angst has paid off well
Now I'm bored and old
Self-appointed judges judge
More than they have sold
If she floats than she is not
A witch like we had thought
A down payment on another
One at salem's lot
Serve the servants - Oh no (x4)
That legendary divorce is such a bore
As my bones grew they did hurt
They hurt really bad
I tried hard to have a father
But instead I have a dad
I just want you to know that I
Don't hate you anymore
There is nothing I could say
That I haven't thought before
Serve the servants - Oh no (x4)
That legendary divorce is such a bore
Serve the servants - Oh no (x7)
That legendary divorce is such a bore
I'm gonna make some plans for later on, maybe see a movie with some homies. Peace
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| I'm trapped under ice |
[23 Feb 2004|12:02am] |
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Whoaa man, I just saw the Amityville Horror, I love scary movies... But this shit freaked me out, it's the only movie to do that in a long time. It's not so scary as it is freaky, like some of the shit is just like whoaa. It's not like scary movies now a days and shit, it's an older movie. Like there's this one scene where, The little girl can talk to a ghost named Jodie that is in the house, so she is in her room and you see her talking to a rocking chair that's moving back and forth.. The mother is looking in the room through a crack in the door, and comes in, the little girl goes to her mom "You scared Jodie!!" and the mother goes "Where did she go?" the little girl goes she went out the window.. The music gets dramatic and you see the mother start walking to the open window, as she closes it, you see these two red eyes in the pitch blackness, and then it fades out... Alright I know it sounds gay, but that was fucking freaky. Like it's not really scary, but it's just you don't expect to see two red eyes... You would expect to hear like a noise or something. There was just other shit also, but that's something I rember. I'll probably watch it again before I return it, it's a really good movie. If any of you guys want a copy of that movie, give me a blank tape, and i'll dub you a copy of it before I return it, i'm gonna make a copy for myself tommorow.
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| Take your best shot... |
[22 Feb 2004|02:13am] |
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Awesome night last night, the only problem was I only got 3 hours of sleep, and I don't know why I can't sleep now, it sucks. Anyways, shit has been going alright, it's better then last week was. It sucks we have school tommorow! FUCK man, I really don't want to go back. I mean I hate my parents and all, yeah. But I really hate school, plus I broke my alarm clock last week becuase my retard mom put it on loud to fuck with me, I slammed it, I regret it now because I liked that alarm clock, but the look on her face was priceless, it's like when you find out Vanilla Ice still makes music... It's fucking shocking. Anyways today is Samantha's birthday and it's mad early in the morning. I'm tired but I can't sleep, I don't understand it, considering I got 3 hours of sleep. I found out the lineup to Ozzfest this year, and I almost wet myself... Are you ready for this?! Second Stage is: Slipknot, Hatebreed Lamb Of God.. Now for Main Stage: Ozzy Slayer Dimmu Borgir, Superjoint Ritual, BLS and last but not least... fucking JUDAS PRIEST!!!!!!!!!!!! HALFORD is singing with them, it's the original lineup. I hear it's going to be the last Ozzfest so that's why this is the sickest one. This year's Ozzfest is going to be fucking amazing. I can't wait to go to that. Anyways, i'm gonna try and get some sleep
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| Kurt's Birthday |
[20 Feb 2004|03:57am] |
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Exactly 37 years ago, Kurt Cobain, a fucking legand was born in Hoquaim WA, and on April 5th 1994, ended his life. It sucks so bad that he's not here anymore. The music he wrote was so amazing. I know it seems stupid that i'm writing about that but if it weren't for Nirvana, I would not be playing guitar right now. I wish I could have been at a Nirvana show, that would have been pretty cool. The thing that pisses me off about people is, people say Nirvana's overrated and shit etc... Well yeah i'll admit to that... but when people say "they are the most over rated band of all time" that's just stupid. There are other bands that are a lot more over rated.. like METALLICA or Kiss... All i'm trying to say is Metallica dosen't put half the emotion Kurt did in his writing. Anyways i'm off to bed.
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| I will unlock my door and pass the cemetery gates.... |
[17 Feb 2004|10:31pm] |
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Today was pretty good, this whole weekend/break thing is going awesome. I chilled with Angie and Josh today, pretty good day. The band is going so good. We moved the shit to Brian's house (thank god) and then we got a new song down. It's one of our best songs, I love playing it. I missed practicing so much. I got "The Best Of Pantera" today, and its fucking awesome, because it comes with a DVD with live performances and shit, it was worth me buying a CD for once. Valentine's day was pretty cool, I chilled with Danielle and Josh, we met Mary Carey, that was pretty awesome, heh. Anyways I think I got practice tommorow, and then i'm going to Sean's.
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| The punisher calls, the punisher calls.... |
[14 Feb 2004|12:47pm] |
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Awesome, I repeat awesome fucking night last night. Me and Josh went to The Chance last night and every band was fucking amazing last night. I didn't really like Mushroomhead, but oh well. Twisted Method, G-Soul and Dope were fucking amazing i'm so happy I went last night! I'm deffanatly going to the chance more often. I know we might be playing there, because Josh knows people that run it and shit. Ohhh we heard Silence the Feedback's name on the radio, me and Josh just looked at eachother and our mouth's dropped, I called Mike and was like "Dude your band's name was just on the radio" and he started going crazy they're playing the chance with a Rush tribute band. That's going to be awesome and i'll be there for it. We might be playing with G Soul!!! I was talking to the singer, and he was like Suffage hm? Where do you guys play? And I was like We prefer Olive's Bar in Nyack, we played Lamour also though and he was like "We played there, I used to like Olive's alot, we're from New Haven though." Anyways, it was pretty nuts, he told me to keep in contact and stuff, he gave me an EP, that they're releasing next month, I'm listening to it now, it's awesome. Anyways, I'm pretty psyched now. Dope did a cover of Fuck the Police, it was mad funny before they went on though. They flipped off a cop he was like "If a pig in a uniform ever pissed you off and you flipped him the bird" and he flipped off a cop, and then they played it. Twisted method was awesome also, they played a new song and it was awesome. I'm gonna go see what i'm doing today, Maybe chillin with Danielle, maybe chillin with Brian, maybe chillin with Josh, dunno yet but, i'm gonna go take a shower.
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[13 Feb 2004|12:20am] |
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Stolen from  Chuck's Journal
your life.
+ they call me : Danny, Hondo
+ sex : Male
+ my first breath of air : wish i never had it at times...
+ status : single
+ occupation : guitarist for Suffage :)
+ best friends : the band and danielle
rewind.
+ most memorable memory : starting suffage
+ worst : my father drunk in the car...
+ first word uttered: dont rember
+ first best friend ever : i don't really rember
love.
+ love is : dont know
+ first love : never loved her...
+ love or lust :
+ best love song :
+ when love hurts, you : heh, not gettin into it..
+ true or false, all you need is love : false
+ is there such thing as love at first sight: yeah
opposite sex.
+ turn ons: honesty, open minded, funny... shit like that
+ do your parents opinion on your boyfriend/girlfriend matter to you ? : haha, i hate them, so i don't give a shit what they say
+ what kinda hair style ? : as long as it's not a fro it's cool
+ the sweetest thing a member of the opposite sex can do for you : dunno
+ where do you go to meet new people ? : shows, through friends
+ are you the type of person to HOLLER and ask for numbers ? : depends what mood im in
picky picky.
+ dog or cat: cat
+ short or long hair : long
+ sunshine or rain : rain rules
+ moon or sun : don't care
+ hugs or kisses : both
+ one best friend or ten acquaintances : one best friend
+ summer or winter : summer
+ written letters or e-mails : written letters .
+ playstation or nintendo : nintendo, old games are better
+ car or motorcycle : cars
+ house party or club : house party
+ sing or dance : sing
+ freak or slow dance : oh of course both .
lately.
+ how are you today ? you don't wanna know, lol
+ what pants are you wearing right now ? jeans, t shirt
+ what shirt are you wearing right now? nirvana, from the muddy banks of the wishkah
+ what does your hair look like at the moment ? don't care
+ what song are you listening to right now ? disturbed- liberate
+ how is the weather right now ? cold
+ last person you talked to on the phone ? danielle
+ last dream you can remember ? dunno
+ who are you talking to right now ? henry
+ what time is it ? 11:58 pm
more about you.
+ if you were a crayon, what color would you be ? black
+ have you ever almost died ? yep, twice
+ whats the next cd you are going to buy ? dunno
+ whats the best advice ever given to you ? "if you really stick with guitar, and you enjoy playing it, you can kinda make it an outlet to express yourself" -- my uncle told me that
+ have you ever won any special award ? nah
+ whats the stupidest thing you have ever done ? where do i start?
+ how many kids do you want to have ? don't want them
+ shampoo ? this cheap vo5 shit
+ what are you most scared of ? don't know, not really scared of too much
+ how many tv's do you have in your house ? 6
+ do you have your own tv ? yeah, don't really watch it much though
+ have you ever broken/sprained/fractured a bone ? yea
+ who do you dream about ? nobody
+ who do you tell your dreams to ? nobody
+ who's the loudest friend you have ? probably brian
+ who's the quietest friend ? james
+ is cheerleading a sport ? LOL NO!
+ how many licks does it take to get to the center of a tootsie pop ? chuck put 350, so i guess that's it
Eh this has deffanatly been the week from hell. I got into a huge fight with my parents, one of the biggest, if not the biggest iv'e ever gotten into with them. i'm not getting into details, but i did almost leave the house tonight, but my parents were going to call the cops... I'm not getting into it though, i'm just not talking to them for a while. But in better news.. I'm going to a Twisted Method/Dope/Mushroomhead concert tommorow with Josh, because he's the man. At least I won't be home for the day, and night, and most of Saturday thank god.
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| Are my screams loud for you to hear me? |
[09 Feb 2004|09:24pm] |
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Look, I know to some people it seems like I have been avoiding you or something, but look, that's not it at all. I just have so much shit going on right now, and i'm not pushing you guys away or w/e, just I don't have that much free time, and i'm getting shit at the house, so I don't really like talking about it, but I mean, I can't be happy all the time, sorry, it's kinda hard when you don't see your father anymore and your family dosen't give a shit about you or anyone else... I'm not geting into it because I don't like talking about it. I really miss talking to Heather, we kinda drifted also, because of this shit, it's been bothering me for a while now. I don't think i'm gonna quit smoking either, sorry guys, it's just not happening. But in better news, I think i'm going back to the studio one last time, to put the finishing touches on Only Target, then i'm gonna give it to Ed and have him master it. Next month hopefully we're recording three more songs, and putting out a live cd.. yeah yeah yeah, you heard it already, so no need to repeat it, ah oh well i'm gonna go or something..
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| I want something to do, I need to feel the sickness in you |
[08 Feb 2004|07:07pm] |
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What an awesome day today. I'm in such a good mood now, and I love it. I can't wait to play another show now. I'm gonna book something really soon. Alright the show was insane i'm so happy with the way it went. I got into such a bad fight with my parents, and playing a show like that, holy shit, it took off so much stress. I rember playing resistance and seeing people we didn't even know, singing along. Sooo many kids showed up. I loved playing Only Target, and people singing the bridge, me and Kenny looked at each other like whoaaa. Playing Homicidal Dream though was insane, we got two pits for that song, and the best part was when Brian didn't sing the last chorus, and went in the pit. Fuck yeah man. So South Hampton did really good. The craziest thing was it was they're first show.. MAD props to them. Then next was us. and then was STF. Alright STF gets so much better everytime I see them. Today was nuts they did Wake Up and a huge pit broke out. I can't wait to play with them again, they fucking rule so much.
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| Throw me a cord and plug it in, get the cradle rocking |
[07 Feb 2004|09:50pm] |
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Alright this is a really long entry...
Damn it, I had such a shitty day today. David just came in 5 minuets ago bitching about his computer being touched ::sigh:: "Why did someone touch my computer downstairs?" I said "I don't know, I didn't touch it, so don't even bother me about it" he started bitching more about it saying "I don't want anyone in the house" and some other shit, i'm getting so sick of having practice at my house, i'm getting sick of taking shit from my parents, it's so fucking lame. Hey, I love the band and everything, but i'm getting so sick of practicing at the house, I don't care anymore, fuck it, we're just gonna practice in the studio now, fuck my house and my parents. Yesterday I was trying to get a ride to Nyack to go to the backdoor, and my mom promised me a ride, so that was cool, when I ask her about the ride she goes "no I never promised anything" so me and Kenny look at eachother, he sighs and says "alright dude, im gonna start walking home, see ya at practice" So I told him he's retarted and i'll find us a ride. So I ask my mom what's wrong with her, and why she's lying constantly, she has no response and calls David. So I say alright, whatever, are you giving us a ride to the show or not. She goes, i'll give you a ride to the show, but first you have to beg" So I look at her, and it hits me a second later, that she's actualy serious... So now i'm pretty pissed off, I call her mental and me and Kenny leave the house, we go outside, grab some ciggarattes, and he's like "are you actualy going back there?" and i'm like "nah, let's go somewhere" so we start walking, I think we were going to go to his house, (probably would have went to Chuck's) but we walk, and as we are walking past Summers' house, he's pulling out and stops and was like "Where are you guys going?" I was like "I don't know, probably Kenny's house, we were going to go to the backdoor, where you going?" he told me he was going to the back door, so I asked him for a ride, we got one there. In the car my mom calls me saying "Where are you, David's going crazy looking for you" I told her not to call me again, and i'd be home sometime later on, she started flipping out on me, so I hung up on her. We got to the backdoor, met up with Brian and crew, chilled for a little bit. Me and Kenny left to go put a flyer up at Olive's for tommorow, and as we were walking some dude honks the horn, he stops and gets out, and it was Miles, Aymi and I think his girlfriend was there also. That was pretty cool, they asked us to chill, we told them we had to go to Olives, and we'd be back, they told us to meet up at Turiellos, we get there they're not there, so I call Aymi, theyre at the backdoor. Now I didn't see all the bands but I saw most, I missed Falkor (who I kinda wanted to see) anyways Stereo Threat was awesome, they cursed on stage, so they came back on stage after theyre set and told everyone they were sorry for cursing and Dave said theyre not getting paid, oh well that sucks. So after them, Paris Ave went on, I didn't stay for they're set, because Aymi told me her camera needed batteries. So I leave and i'm going to look for batteries or something, and I see Brian, Rob, Kenny, Ant and Aeros show up. We're talking for a little bit, Fatman and crew walks by, I don't know why, but Aeros throws a snowball at Trix. He's like what the fuck, they get snowballs, and start throwing them, I know I didn't get hit once, but I think (hope) Aeros got hit, for being retarted. I don't hate Aeros at all, he just does stupid shit to try and fit in with people, but hey whatever. Anyways, later on Aymi calls me, she comes and gets her camera and the two bucks she gave me to get her batteries, they went to starbucks and got coffee. So pretty much we're around Nyack just fucking around and stuff, like we saw a psychic reading for 5 bucks, so we went in, and sat on the couch, some dude came in and told us she wasnt gonna be in for another hour or something. So we go to Starbucks meet up with Aymi and them again, so I don't know but I go outside, and then Kenny and Ant and Aeros came out, when Aeros came out people cleared, and got away from him it was mad funny. Then he just got it bad with snowballs, everyone got him. So were all just chillin and stuff, and Aymi (joking) tossed a snowball and hit Brian, I thought in my head "oh shit, he's gonna flip" and, yeah he did. He like pounded the Starbucks window and there was some lady eating there, and she JUMPED it was mad funny, then he went by Turiellos and pounded on there and started walking twords the backdoor and then the psycho mob owner dude, came out and started walking after him, taunting him and shit he said something like "shut up guenia" I don't really rember, but the dude flipped out on Brian and like choked him, duffed him in the face and like threw him into a window. Mad cops came up, the Turiellos guy said Brian like punched him with spikes or someshit, and the cops didn't see any marks on him, and they saw them on Brian so I guess they knew the guy was lying, and they asked Brian if he wanted the guy in jail, Brian told them yeah, but he's on probation, so he has to wait untill his probation ends, and then I think he's pressing charges, I don't really know. But the crazy thing was, when the whole thing with Brian and the owner was happening, like 5 random guys came out and shit out of nowhere. That owner is deffanatly connected or something, that sucks.
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| I miss the comfort in being sad |
[06 Feb 2004|01:38pm] |
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Stolen from Miles Journal
Daniel is the #12 most common male name. 0.974% of men in the US are named Daniel. Around 1193150 US men are named Daniel! source namestatistics.com |
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| Copied from the band journal |
[04 Feb 2004|04:42pm] |
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Alright so if you havent already heard, Point Blank has broken up. It was fun while it lasted, but it's safe to say they aren't playing the 8th, we're getting another band to fill the slot. Alright so Suffage is gonna get a lotta shows soon. I think we got a few coming up soon, that i'm going to post. Some other pretty good news that I should mention. We are going to be on a promotion company pretty soon. We are going to be on Bear Naked Radio, Q4 Radio, and XRT93.1 (in Chicago)!! Also expect a brand new site, and some live recordings up sometime soon. As things start to happen we will post them. We're still in talks with the people, so we're going to keep you posted, as things happen.
-Danny
Incase you didn't read that on the Suffage site, that's on the journal. We have so much going on right now, it's pretty crazy. I can't wait to play those NJ shows, and i'm so happy with the way things have been going with Suffage, it's just so good right now. We might be recording three more songs soon also, with Ed and Bman, i'm going to see what happens with that. I really want to get "Already Bought" recorded. Hopefully this band Orsus plays on the 8th, they are an awesome band from the city. Check out their shit at http://www.orsusband.com/. Damn, do I love playing shows, it's just great meeting new people and having people you don't even know, stop you and ask when your next show is. Anyways I think I have practice soon, so i'm gonna go do something.
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| Something is calling, I can't keep providing..... |
[02 Feb 2004|08:41pm] |
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Today sucked man, waking up at 6 is horrible. It was another long monday, oh well, atleast Chuck's in my lunch now. Point Blank broke up today. Chris and Miguel are starting a new band or something, and me and Kenny are sticking with Suffage. Kenny's getting a deal on a mad nice PA or something. I was getting a little tired of being in two bands, at the end of the week I would be so drained. The only thing was, me and Kenny aren't really into punk, I know i'm not into punk at all and it just wasnt working out at all. So Point Blank is off the show on the 8th. I think we're going to get another band on that show, maybe Carmalitia's New Mourning, I hear they are sick live. Im gonna change the flyer later.
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| Anger is a gift |
[01 Feb 2004|10:07pm] |
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Today was awesome, I had some people over for the superbowl and we just chilled and stuff. Mike and Miles came, so did Aymi, Rob, Lauren, Kristinia, Sean and the band. We had an awesome practice, and then we all just jammed and chilled and stuff, it was awesome. Sean ended up loosing his cell, so he's coming back now to look for it, because I couldn't find it.
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| Beating me down, down, into the ground.... |
[01 Feb 2004|03:36am] |
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Today was a pretty cool day, anytime i'm not home, i'm in a good mood, heh. Suffage practiced today, we had an awesome practice, working on a new song. After practice we went to the mall with Henry, we chilled outside Hot Topic, I saw Gallagher and Miguel, and Steve, that was pretty cool. We met up with Lauren, Kristina and Rob. Rich Wood and Nick Roman were walking around the mall. I saw Nick and was like "Yo Chris let's go play Air Hockey." so me and Chris were playing and out of nowhere Aymi showed up, which was awesome I was like "hey, whats up?" she goes "Look at your phone" so I look at it and there were 3 missed calls, all from her, that sucks that I didn't hear the phone ring. So after two games of me and Chris playing, Miguel and them come in. I saw Roman and was like "okayy, time to go" so me and Kenny went outside for a ciggaratte. The thing with Nick is, he lies sooo much its stupid, and he lies to try and fit in, but I mean, it's like to the point where nobody believes a word out of his mouth. He said he had a Kerry King guitar, that was on backorder on ebay... How the fuck can something be on backorder on ebay? I can't stand people like that, I don't know, I just have a thing against liars... So anyways we came back up, I played Aymi in Air Hockey, I played Steve, Chris and Aymi It was pretty awesome actualy. Then later on Chris, Miguel and Steve went to Wendy's and got food, I met up with them, got some food, they put mad salt on the fries, which sucked but hey, w/e. After that Roman came out of nowhere like always. He asked Gallagher what he was, and Gallagher was telling him, Irish, Scandanivian (I misspelled that) and was saying he's gonna turn Chris satanic, and get him into black metal and make him not an emobitch or something like that.. Alright buddy, listening to Slayer dosen't make you satanic.. Then he started lying out of his ass again. He was talking about him getting with so many Nyack girls at shows... Meanwhile he dosent even go to shows!!! After I heard that shit I was like "Alright Miguel, i'm gonna play laser tag or something" and Miguel was like "Yeah let's go" We left Nick (thank god) and we went back to Air Hockey we played some more, Aymi called me again, then Lauren called me, they all came back around the same time. We played Air Hockey the rest of the night, Aymi beat me and Kenny got good mysteriously, me or Gallagher couldn't beat him, that sucks. Only two months and 14 days till I get my air hockey table for my birthday, hell yeah. I got off the phone with Heather before I wrote this, damn talking to her is awesome. I'm suprised I even wrote this much, but I guess when its this late, and you can't sleep... Anyways I think i'm having people over later on for the superbowl, i'm gonna try and get some sleep.
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| I hear you talk about your family life, I wish I knew just what that means........ |
[30 Jan 2004|03:49pm] |
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I fucking can't wait till I turn 18 and move the fuck out of my house. It's going to be the greatest day of my life. My mom is so fucking stupid. She puts on this act, like she gives a shit about somebody else other than herself. I tried quitting smoking, fuck that. I should have just went to James' house today, and not came home. I really think I want to move band practice from my house to somewhere else. I'm so sick of coming home, it's retarted. Whatever im not gonna tell the whole world about the family I don't have... Anyways I had a good week, I had such an awesome day yesterday. I chilled with Brian, Rich Wood, James, Amanda, Jon, Aymi, Rob and someother people. I saw Trix and Gallagher at the mall, pretty much said whats up, and we were going to play Air Hockey, and they should come. They got something to eat, we were chillin outside for a little bit talking... And Nick Roman shows up out of nowhere (LOL). He like searched the mall to find us... Well, to find Brian probably. Anyways we played Air Hockey later on, I played Trix and Gallagher, I beat Gallagher, but Trix beat me by a point.... That sucks. Later on we went to Barnes and Noble, and we saw Liane, and Tara showed up. We left after that.
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//10 bands you've been listening a lot to lately: in no order...
10Staind (a lot)
9 Troubled Youth
8 Silence the Feedback
7 Creed (believe it or not)
6 Metallica
5 Killswitch Engage
4 Twisted Method
3 Pearl Jam
2 HIM
1 Nirvana
//09 things you look forward to:
9 End of school
8 The promotion company Suffage is going to be on
7 Birthdays
6 Talking to friends
5 Sleep
4 Movies
3 Chillin
2 Playing Shows
1 Band Practice
//8 things you like to wear:
Uh...
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6 My watch (?)
5 Sneakers
4 Socks
3 Boxers
2 Band Shirts
1 Jeans
//07 things that annoy you:
7 Pop Punk
6 My cell service
5 My mom
4 Blink 182
3 New Metallica (St. Anger shit)
2 Liars
1 Matthew (My brother)
//06 things you say most days:
6 Miles is a guitar god (lol jk jk)
5 I need sleep
4 Whats up
3 I miss practicing with band
2 School is sooo gay
1 Im soo bored
//05 things you do everyday:
5 Listen to music
4 Talk to people
3 Play guitar
2 Eat
1 Wake up
//04 people you want to spend more time with:
4 My family (at times)
3 The band(s)
2 My friends
1 Heather
//03 movies you could watch over and over again:
3 Gladiator
2 The first Texas Chainsaw Massacre
1 Forrest Gump
//02 of your favorite songs at the moment:
2 Mudshovel (Staind)
1 You know Youre Right (Nirvana)
//01 person you could spend the rest of your life with:
1 I don't know yet
Today Brian's coming over, I think we're going to make a new song, which should be awesome, I have some ideas on improving some guitar stuff. The new stuff is gonna be a little different, people should still like it. There's a little more lead playing, a new fast song, with some pretty cool guitar and drum parts. I think i'm going to stop holding back with guitar, and start writing some different material. I really wanna chill with some friends on Friday, that should be awesome... I hope. Kenny's sick with an ear infection or something, so I don't know if he's gonna be able to chill, which kinda sucks. Oh well, I guess we'll see what happens. Chillin with Erik never gets boring... I should call him after Brian leaves, maybe well jam or something.. Eh i'll see how I feel later.. I think were supposed to get a lot of snow tonight... I think there go my plans for tonight...
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| Things have never been so swell, I have never failed to feel pain.... |
[26 Jan 2004|12:15pm] |
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Go to that show. Check out
www.suffage.com
www.silencethefeedback.com
www.pointblankpunk.com
For more info on the show, it's gonna be an awesome show... I still think Mayreck's singing a Point Blank song, that's gonna be nuts.
But anyways, I didn't get to bed till about 3 last night. I was watching The Core, that movie wasn't that bad. I took a Math exam today, man did that suck. I deffanatly failed it...oh well. I miss playing shows, I miss practicing, I miss the band. We got a show on the 8th which I think should be good. We're going to play one new song maybe a cover. I think sometime this week i'm going back to the studio, to fix up some levels on Only Target, with Quinn, and then i'm gonna send it to Ed, and have him master it. It should sound a lot better. Things with Point Blank are improving a lot, I think we're recording soon also, just don't know when, and I think there's going to be a new site, for both bands. I think Suffage is going to be on a promotional company soon, which should be pretty cool. I'm looking forward to that a lot, we're still talking with the guy. I'll update with something interesting later. (I really wont)
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